Rhea in Kor-rhea

my body as hurting so bad wednesday…i was even shaking in korean class…it was ridiculous…

i took like a long nap after class…it wasn’t even funny…i was soo tired…i think i slept for like 2 or 3 hours…

then i got up and oovooed with sasha…miss that fierce batch…she was just updating me on the pc world….i miss my pc fam…seriously…i feel like i’m missing out on alot of things…but its okay…i’m in korea…i’ll be back home again…

then i got ready and met up with mishell to go to our familia group (small group) at yonsei…

we had to meet them at this place called the “Kitchen”…it was right in the campus next to their dorms…on our way there i found out that there was a dunkin donuts right next to the hospital o_O hahah thats sucks…if you know what i mean…

we met up with a few girls and had dinner with them there…i got this spicy seafood pasta..it was soo good and pretty cheap…

then it was one of the group members, Jessica’s birthday soon…so our “Mama” (group leader), Sara gt her a cake and we sange her happy birthday…the cake looked cute but it didn’t taste soo good or well thats what i thought..too much icing…

then we had the real meeting…i’m not gunna say what went on…but it really opened my eyes on how much i yearn for God’s love and for freedom from my pain and struggles…and the things that are chaining me down…

i felt like God kept saying let go…but sometimes i don’t listen because i’m afraid…i have strong high walls and i’ve had them for so long that its hard to just tear them down..and i’m afraid to see whats on the other side…

“silence kills you”- sometimes i like to keep feelings to myself because other people refuse to hear them…or understand what i go though…i try to help them but they just don’t get it so i keep it to myself…i kept alot to myself that it’s slowly kills me…it eats me up inside…i try to open but its hard, no one wants to listen (well thats what i thought) but this group of girls did and it makes me happy…i had people like from Agape and my parish listen and help me out…but not having them here its hard…so i’m really glad i found Emmaus and Familia…this time i don’t wanna push him away, the pushing stops…

after Familia, me and mishell were kinda hungry so we went to get street food…she really wanted dukkbokki…

it was dukkbokki and blood sausage..it was hella good..

i got some fried stuff…and they each cost about $2.50-$3…soo cheap and sooo good..

then we went back to the mishells dorm and did turbofire with suelynn and victoria…

after that we went to meet up with kachi and alyssa n the movie room…we watched the movie the “Gamer”…it was a retarded movie…i didn’t think it was so great…but because Gerard Butler was in this movie it was okay…lol..